Always changing!

As individuals we are always changing and growing... whether it be literally or figuratively it never ends. I watch Krystina growing and changing daily, some days I can do without the stubbornness but I know that it means she is learning more. Being a parent is trying, wonderful, tiring and amazing all at once. I also notice Grant and I growing and changing. I am looking for a job, once again, but this time I am looking for something I love, not just something to passt he time. I would love a career. I woudl love to do something in the non profit field. Something that I believe in and love, something that I can be proud of. I wish I could stay home and be a full time mom but honestly I don't think that I have that in me at this point. I see my wonderful husband changing. He is an amazing father but I still see him growing with her all the time. I see their relationship changing and evolving and I love that. I never thought that growing up was that cool... all the responsibility involved did nothing for me. Now that I am barely 6 months from my 30th birthday I am realizing that growing up isn't that bad... It is even a bit enjoyable.