My FANTASTIC Birthday

My 29th birthday was last Thursday... I am not sure how I feel being ALMOST 30. My amazing husband made some fanstastic plans to take me to Hollywood for the afternoon, then he had tickets to see Wicked. I have been dying to see this play for a very long time.

Walking around wih Grant's arm around me, seeing the relaxation in both of and the feeling of just being able to have this amazing man in my life made me realize how truly thankful and blessed I am. I am truly madly in love with him. I never thought loving like this was truly possible, to feel this secure, this stable, this loved... this confident. I love every minute of being in love with this man.

I lost my job last Tuesday, the joy of company mergers! I was laid off... it really sucks. I feel so much pressure to get a new job, like it's all riding on my shoulders. I realize that Grant, honestly, has more responsibility being the man in the relationship but HOLY SHIT do I feel a lot of pressure. I love my husband and know that he totally supports me and whatever decision that I make... I hate this.